Thursday, July 20, 2006
Message in the Bottle... to my Daughter
This is the message I am unable to give you in person, but the same would be an answer to many of your Questions.
Why did I leave you, why didnt I keep in touch with you: I was forced to keep away from you since I didn't want you to be brain-washed about me, and in the process develop wrong ideas about the world and relationships. By explaining everything in detail here, I dont want to risk the above, myself, so I will try and tell things to you in person whenever there is a chance.
Did u have an improper phase of growing-up: You just had an unusual childhood, with no father around but thats not improper- there are a lot of children growing up without fathers, and many of them have went on to have a full life. Life does not always present itself to one, as it did to another- we all have to make do with what we have, like I did, and be positive about life. When something is not there, there is always some other thing which is going for you, realise that and carry on.
Will I be happy to have you back in my life: Oh yes, by all means, I am waiting for such a time when you realise that your father is not a bad man who left his wife and kid for his selfish motives. We will find ways to be together and to catch up with lost time together. I am waiting for you to be ready to meet... do not have any doubts about that. I am waiting with a smile.
Till we meet...... my wishes are with you.